This text explores a profound philosophical reflection on the concept of "origin" and its intrinsic relationship to time. The author critiques objectifying and static modes of thought, which perceive the origin merely as the oldest temporal phase of a process from the detached viewpoint of an external observer. This perspective is fundamentally contrasted with the internal experience of an individual who is closely identified with the process itself. From this subjective viewpoint, the origin does not appear as a distant event lost in the past, but as an ever-present element existing "here and now" (hic et nunc). For the experiencing subject, the act of beginning is a continuous experience that accompanies their existence at every moment. This approach transforms traditional understandings of time and approaches the concept of "aeternum nunc" (eternal now), though interpreted in a new, dynamic way. The reflection seeks to understand the origin as an ontological constant of subjective occurrence rather than a mere historical point on a chronological timeline.